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i miss u [17 Nov 2010|03:11pm]
i have no place else to write ...
i miss u emily :(
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:) [24 Jul 2010|01:29am]
miss u
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Well I wanted it to consume me ... But all it did was bruse me </3 [23 Jul 2010|12:41am]
Wasting away like I always do 
But I see a light in u
One that burns like fire
Fire I say
Where did u go
I'm all alone now
Will this be enough 
Will u save my soul ? 
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WOWWEE [30 Sep 2008|11:34am]
havnt touched livejournal in years... anyone still out there?
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[29 Mar 2005|08:47pm]
im sorry
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inked [12 Feb 2005|02:07pm]

So yea! i finally got it, and i think it hurt even more then my first one...

little black heart on my left wristCollapse )

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[18 Jan 2005|01:03pm]

Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson

"Fall, with you I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts"

In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts.

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omg [14 Jan 2005|02:35am]
[ mood | working ]

i got my DSL back, so now im happy!
its really only back b/c of school.
I have decided to go to ITT-Tech where i am going to study
Computer Aided Drafting. and yes im excited!!!
i'm regersting this monday... wish me luck :)

i think i can finally get rid of that lost feeling.

Today i need to... clean my room and get ready for work (4:30-10pm)@Target


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[10 Jan 2005|12:55am]

marina is sad love
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x-posted on jen's journal opps.../> [31 Dec 2004|11:01am]
[ mood | cozy ]

what i got for christmas . . .
---Daddy & Mommy---$$200, 2 mak eyeshadows, and a Victoria Secrets compact <3
a stocking full of fun stuff,and a Caress gift bag (exchanged for $$)
---My sis---a Hurely sweatshirt that i love! (exchanged for a small)
---My girl---a stocking full of love,a Alice and Wonderland purse and a few things at Victoria Secrets <3
---My Grandma--Minny Mouse vintage watch,2004 Happy Holiday Barbie with matching oridment, another stocking full of good stuff, A pair of gloves (exchanged for $$... b/c im never going to need gloves like that in the nard lol) and im sure im forgetting some stuff b/c every year i get so much stuff from her <3
---Aunt & Uncle---A red old navy sweater (keeping) and matching purse (cant return b/c i need to find a old navy outlet)

+++Im very sorry if i am missing a gift im kinda tired and i waiting way to long to do this updat!+++
oh and i spend some of the money i got from my dad on new vans and a few seaters for jen!

night ! everyone

<3 shes waiting for me <3

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[25 Dec 2004|10:22pm]
merry fucken christmas!
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[01 Dec 2004|09:30am]
ice is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator
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be aware...World AIDS day is today [01 Dec 2004|08:49am]
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only a few more days now... [18 Nov 2004|12:28pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Where Should I work? I appleid at a few places.... but I dont know ... anyone care to help?!?I need a job where I'm actually working, or I'll go crazy!

Anyways.... Change is happeneing and its happening fast ... Its already the 18th once again :) Im going to be happy all day long just because of that!

13 months Yeah!

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...i need change... [12 Nov 2004|09:35pm]

>had the day off work :) so me and jen went to target and got the L word on DVD! i love that show!
>officially decided to leave ASG :(
>stayed up all night watching the L word with jen!

>had the day off again bc of Vertians day! but i wrote up my 2 week notice for work...
>tried to get better, layed in bed most the day...but it didnt work bc im still sick :(

>went to work, turned in my 2 week notice
>came home to some soup, and took a nap
>still feel mentaly drained

I dont know what it is about change, i guess i fear it a little... ok a lot

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your driving us away... /> [10 Nov 2004|08:36am]
yup just like everyone else you happy now? you must be!
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COUGH....cough... [08 Nov 2004|08:22am]
[ mood | sick ]

I hate being sick, well i guessi should get used to it agian... it always seems to come back this time of year. :( I knew it couldnt last brandy healthy lol... :p

schools going good, life's good... what can i say.... i kinda got a new job, still in the prosses of letting my old job know :/

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REMEMBER !!! [02 Nov 2004|10:07am]
[ mood | tired ]


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REMEMBER !!! [02 Nov 2004|10:05am]


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nothing is wrong with being who i am! [01 Nov 2004|06:37pm]
[ mood | sick ]

i hate work right now... im putting in my two weeks really soon!!!! like tomarrow, im going to sit down and talk to my boss (blah blah) its not going to be funn! but im goin to call a few people back, and apply at best buy and bath&body works... any other ideas? help would help! />

i love you , im sorry for how i acted!

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thank you*** [29 Oct 2004|11:14pm]
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...erotic
Your hugs are...friendly
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...amazing
Your love is...unique
Quiz created with MemeGen!

***i have my ring back on my finger where it belongs***
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no more me [26 Oct 2004|06:36pm]
wont be posting anytime soon... wont even have access to a comp at home any more i knew having a $$1,000 computer in my house what to good to be true, its getting sold in a few days... so i guess thats the end of that ...
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. . . im cold inside and out . . . [26 Oct 2004|05:42pm]
But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way
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[20 Oct 2004|01:22pm]

Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Running, running
As fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up
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! [20 Oct 2004|12:47pm]
You&apos;re My Meldoy
You're My Meldoy
Take Which sanrio character are you? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.</p>
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